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I, Bridgette (FerranArtist)

I, Bridgette by FerranArtist

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The journal of a beautiful young woman goes for a job interview and ends up an electronically controlled plaything, made to do things that she would never, ever do herself, by her sadistic new owner. Unfortunately for her, she still has her thoughts, her own personality, and the chip in her spine allows her captor to use those things, her very personality, any way he likes.

This novella was previously published on Amazon before the great BDSM purge of 2014. It has since been requested to be made available for sale, so here it is. This novella is light on story-line, but heavy on sadism, and is an unusual twist on the concept of mind control.

Product type: EBook    Published by: Fiction4All    Published: 5 / 2015

No. words: 16158

Style: Bondage/BDSM and Horror, Sex Slavery / Training

Available Formats: Palm  MobiPocket (MOBI)  EPUB  Sony Reader (LRF)  PDF  MS Reader  This book has a format which can be downloaded to Kindle


“Back in the early days of Hollywood, mind control devices were imagined as big helmet type things that did the thinking for a person, turning them into a robot in human flesh. If the subject tried hard enough to fight it, they could often override the mind control cap thing or whatever. But the reality is, now that there is a reality, there's nothing to fight against. There's just a chip, reading her thoughts as they happen, then firing electric impulses through her nerves for the appropriate reaction, just like her brain would. She's still in there, consciously. Her mind is just disconnected from the action, in order to limit her ability to disobey, among other things.
The only thing that the CNSPU can't do is control or fake emotions. Emotions are ridiculously complex, highly specialized, and sometimes downright random. We haven't seen a reason to dabble in them, and I don't suspect we will. Besides, you can always let the ones that she is experiencing show whenever you feel like it. I'll show you.”
The speaker turned to the blonde on the floor.
“Barbie, how long have I owned you?” he asked.
She appeared to consider the question for a moment, then responded, “Three years, Sir.”
“See that pause for thought?” the man asked my owner. “Totally faked by the processor, for realism. You know, I say faked, but maybe emulated is a more appropriate term, because it pulled the mannerism straight from her mind. It's exactly what she would do, if not under the control of the CNSPU.”
“Barbie,” her owner said, turning his attention back to the kneeling woman, “do you love me?”
“No, Sir,” she replied, her tone neutral.
“How do you feel about me?”
“I hate you more than I have ever hated anyone or anything, Sir.”
“Why is that, Barbie?”
“Because you stole my life from me. You hurt me. You fuck me against my will. You turned me into a thing. You make me hurt myself, for you own enjoyment. You make me have sex with other men and objects.”
“Barbie, stand up and dance,” he told her.
The blonde stood, then began swaying around, sometimes spinning in circles, sometimes just jerking from side to side, playing with her long blond hair. It was obvious that she had no real idea how to actually dance, and that the CNSPU was just pulling various memories and acting on them as best it could.
“Barbie,” her owner said, “do you like dancing?”
“No, Sir,” she replied.
“Would you rather die than continue to dance?”
“Yes, Sir,” she said, her face showing only a look of concentration on the task at hand, and lacking any of the emotional trauma of someone who had just agreed that they would like to be dead.
“Here,” he said, handing her a syringe, which she willingly took, “that will end your life, inject yourself with it.”
“Authorization required,” she said.
“Don't you want to kill yourself?”
“Yes, Sir.”
“Then inject yourself!” he said.
“Authorization required,” she replied.
“No, just do it!” he yelled at her.
“Authorization required,” she said, her tone remaining flat.
“Now check this out,” the blonde's owner said to mine.
“Barbie, allow all emotion to show, but do not allow free speech,” he said to the awkwardly dancing woman.
The blonde's face became flushed, her mouth turned down into a grimace, and she began bawling. She did not, however, stop dancing, randomly waving the syringe around in the air as if it were a baton.
“Barbie,” her owner said, faking a concerned tone, “why are you crying?”
“Because there are needles in my boots, Sir, and they are stabbing the soles of my feet as I dance.”


Very technical, less humiliation, less action. 2 out of 5

  Author reply: Thank you for the feedback! When I write, I try to be as realistic as possible. I suppose, when it comes to mind control, this might come off as very technical to some. The focus was less on the blatant sexual action, and more on the assault on her very person. There are lots of stories out there where a woman is made to obey through some sort of mind control, but I wanted the focus here to be how she was not only controlled, but also to have her personality, her very soul, used by her captor while she was completely aware.

I'm not sure exactly why, but this little story really struck a chord with me. I buy a lot of books from this site, and this, in my humble opinion, is the best I've read is some time. I usually like stuff a bit more brutal and explicit than this, but this book certainly stimulated my imagination enough to make up for any lacking in this respect. I'd love to see more like this. 5 out of 5 (Roybme)

  Author reply: Thank you for the kind words! I think Gerald Visits the Facility might also work well for you, if you want to look that one up. Also, feel free to email me if you have any suggestions in this vein, although I have a sequel of a sort, to this book, kind of percolating in my head for a awhile.

Very enjoyable and ingrossing but to short. It's hard to get invested into the character in so short a story, but very much worth reading. I would really like to see this expanded into a whole book. 4 out of 5

I quite enjoyed the story, absolute control is the perfect aphrodisiac. May i suggest an idea for a sequel/spinoff, what about the experience of a new model where she is allowed to make the correct choice before being reprogrammed by the chip, that could be interesting to read. 4 out of 5 (n0ir3)

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FerranArtist writes BDSM fiction involving the erotic mistreatment of women. His stories are often disturbing, sometimes almost clinical, and he has been told that he is going to hell on more than one occasion. If so, he hopes Satan holds a position for him, coming up with unique and interesting ways to torture women. As fans are the main reason for his writing, he really hopes that you will leave some reviews on his books, shoot him an email, and maybe even find him on Facebook and/or FetLife!


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